{"id":201,"date":"2026-04-05T17:18:13","date_gmt":"2026-04-05T22:18:13","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/todaygodtaughtme.org\/?p=201"},"modified":"2026-04-05T17:18:13","modified_gmt":"2026-04-05T22:18:13","slug":"april-5-2026-530-pm","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/todaygodtaughtme.org\/?p=201","title":{"rendered":"April 5, 2026, 5:30 PM"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p><em>God:<\/em> I want to explain what \u201ca spirit of fear\u201d entails:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<ol class=\"wp-block-list\">\n<li><strong>Paranoia<\/strong>. What will happen? Who will get you? <em>I don\u2019t give you a spirit of paranoia<\/em>.<\/li>\n\n\n\n<li><strong>Leaps<\/strong>. \u201cLeap of faith\u201d sounds like a good thing. <em>Not if you aren\u2019t leaping with me<\/em>. Many \u201cleaps of faith\u201d can be \u201cleaps of <em>fear<\/em>\u201d when they are made <em>without consulting me<\/em>.<\/li>\n\n\n\n<li><strong>Withholding<\/strong>. When you are <em>withholding to be responsible, but I have commanded you to <strong>give<\/strong><\/em>, you are acting in fear. A sound mind has no problem considering me in the midst of trouble. This is the opposite cousin to \u201cLeaps\u201d.<\/li>\n<\/ol>\n\n\n\n<p>Leaps and Withholding can be the right <em>action<\/em>\u2014if <em>I direct<\/em>.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Faith requires my direction. Otherwise, <em>you may be acting <strong>in fear<\/strong><\/em>.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Fear is rarely middle-of-the-road. It\u2019s almost always #1 combined with either #2 or #3, or both in different areas.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Tell me: which do you hit the most?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><em>Joshua:<\/em> Paranoia. I see a lot of <em>Leaps<\/em> but it\u2019s often after <em>Withholding<\/em>. At some point, I willfully do a job that you direct me to do <em>poorly<\/em>, hoping it will fail but I can claim \u201cI was obedient!\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><em>God:<\/em> Hmm. What is the cure?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><em>Joshua:<\/em> A sound mind!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><em>God:<\/em> (shakes his head) That\u2019s like the saying the cure for a headache is \u201cnot a headache\u201d. Yes\u2014how do you get that?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><em>Joshua:<\/em> Well, \u201cGod has not given us a spirit of fear\u201d. It\u2019s about <em>what you\u2019ve given us<\/em>. And that\u2019s talking about the Holy Spirit. I <em>already have the Holy Spirit<\/em>. So\u2026 it seems kinda weird, actually.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><em>God:<\/em> (nods) So how do you access something you already have?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><em>Joshua:<\/em> Well\u2026 I\u2019m not sure. If I already <em>have it<\/em>\u2026 and <em>it\u2019s not working<\/em>\u2026 I want to say <em>it doesn\u2019t actually work<\/em>. But that would be heretical, so I\u2019d rather stop talking now\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><em>God:<\/em> Joshua, we are talking through a problem. You often weed out bad conclusions to come to good ones; mentioning the bad conclusions isn\u2019t sin, it\u2019s <em>study<\/em>. Let\u2019s talk through this.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>You already have the Holy Spirit. This is an indisputable fact. And the verse is not \u201cGod will not\u201d, but \u201cGod has not\u201d. It is reasonable for you to assume <em>access is already available<\/em>.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>So you have access. \u201cPower, love and a sound mind\u201d. <em>That is the key<\/em>.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>If you only had a spirit of a sound mind, you wouldn\u2019t have reason for peace\u2014<em>you wouldn\u2019t have the power<\/em>. If you only had the power, <em>you wouldn\u2019t know how to use it<\/em>. And if you lack love,<em> you lack the drive to use <strong>both<\/strong><\/em>.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>My love is to you. My power is to you. My sound mind is to you. <em>And also <strong>in you<\/strong><\/em>.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Knowing who I am, <em>knowing I am an overcomer<\/em>, means you can have a sound mind. A sound mind isn\u2019t in a vacuum, <em>but in understanding who I am<\/em>.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><em>Joshua:<\/em> But when we give our problems to you\u2026 oh. I get it.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><em>God:<\/em> Share your thought.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><em>Joshua:<\/em> I was going to say but when we give our problems to you, don\u2019t you give us the peace that surpasses understanding? But that\u2019s the key\u2014<em>we make our prayer and supplications to you<\/em>.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><em>God:<\/em> (nods) Joshua, you have a serious problem. I don\u2019t mean that in a shaming manner\u2014<em>I mean that quite directly<\/em>. Not <em>you are a problem<\/em>, but instead <em>you have one<\/em>.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>It\u2019s in this question: <strong>When can you make the switch to a sound mind?<\/strong> You tend to do the following: <em>walk in obedience<\/em>, but being aware of anxiety, <em>but being too afraid to stop lest you miss my timing and end up in <strong>disobedience<\/strong><\/em>.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>In other words, <em>you rarely feel you have the time to <strong>be obedient with courage<\/strong><\/em>.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>It may sound good to \u201cpush ahead\u201d. <em>But if you always have to, <strong>my sound mind isn\u2019t doing anything for you<\/strong><\/em>. You\u2019re missing out on my resource. <em>When things are hard are when <strong>you need my sound mind MOST<\/strong><\/em>.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><em>Joshua:<\/em> \u2026Yeah, that sucks. I don\u2019t know what to do about that.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><em>God: <\/em>(nods) Joshua. <em>I\u2019ll tell you<\/em>.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><em>Joshua:<\/em> Yay!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><em>God:<\/em> Alright. <em>You need to change <strong>the way you think<\/strong><\/em>.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><em>Joshua:<\/em> \u2026Um. That sounds like the \u201cheadache cure is no-headache\u201d thing you said earlier.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><em>God:<\/em> No. <em>You need to change the way you think <strong>outside of the times of stress<\/strong><\/em>. That way, <em>when times of stress come, <strong>you have the natural habits in place to CONTINUE walking in my sound mind<\/strong><\/em>. In other words, <em>practice walking in my sound mind <strong>when there are no true stakes<\/strong><\/em>.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Feel some anxiety rising deciding what to eat for dinner? <em>Ask me to show you how to walk <strong>in a sound mind<\/strong><\/em>.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Not sure what to wear for the day? <em>Ask me to show you how to walk <strong>in a sound mind<\/strong><\/em>.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Not sure if you should get up to use the restroom or wait until another moment during an event? <em>Ask me to show you how to walk <strong>in a sound mind<\/strong><\/em>.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>One of the things you do\u2014which seems good, but isn\u2019t the training you need\u2014is to <em>ask for direction<\/em>. That\u2019s not bad. <em>But it\u2019s incomplete<\/em>. I\u2019ve told you in the past that as you grow, I would give you less direction on menial things. For a while, <em>you were completely incapable of handling them<\/em>. That\u2019s not true now. But [many] years ago, <em>it was<\/em>.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I train. <em>It\u2019s hard to receive training <strong>during the big stuff<\/strong><\/em>. So invite me into teaching you how to walk in a <em>sound mind<\/em>, even when <em>the stakes are no concern<\/em>. The examples I gave to you are because <em>you see it as an acceptable level of anxiety<\/em>. You <em>think<\/em> it is \u201cacceptable\u201d, as if <em>I am pleased with your undertone of anxiety<\/em>. I want you <em>to be free<\/em>.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>An undertone of anxiety <em>makes complex tasks too hard<\/em>. Which is why <em>you have a hard time tackling long-term hard tasks<\/em>. Start practicing \u201ca sound mind\u201d with me.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>The basic truth is: <em>you deny your anxiety until it reaches a fever pitch<\/em>. \u201cBe anxious for <em>nothing<\/em>\u201d. It is easier to practice on the little, <em>and then you\u2019ll more easily handle <strong>the big<\/strong><\/em>.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>You are quickly going to realize <em>you are anxious almost all the time<\/em>. I\u2019m not scared of it. Believe me\u2014<em>I\u2019ve worked with very anxious people<\/em>. As I work with you in the little, <em>you\u2019ll have a sound mind in practice, <strong>through walking in step with me, <\/strong><\/em>for the big.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>God: I want to explain what \u201ca spirit of fear\u201d entails: Leaps and Withholding can be the right action\u2014if I direct. Faith requires my direction. Otherwise, you may be acting in fear. Fear is rarely middle-of-the-road. It\u2019s almost always #1 combined with either #2 or #3, or both in different areas. 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