Journal

Entries from my prayer journals, where I both talk to and hear from God. For the vlog, go to TikTok or YouTube.

  • April 21, 2026, 7:57 AM

    Time to Read:

    1–2 minutes

    God: The biggest leap of faith isn’t the leap—it’s the pause. “Leaps of faith” are often praised. “Rests of faith”…

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  • April 20, 2026, 8:15 AM

    Time to Read:

    1–2 minutes

    God: You have been taught there is no such thing as “a 10”. If I can do above and beyond…

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  • April 12, 2026, 10:50 AM

    Time to Read:

    1–2 minutes

    God: Joshua, a good teacher doesn’t just correct. If that was all a good teacher did, how would you learn?…

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  • April 12, 2026, 8:46 AM

    Time to Read:

    1–2 minutes

    Holy Spirit: A lot of the time, you questioned yourself, because you questioned your ideas. You are very creative. You…

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  • April 9, 2026, 8:24 AM

    Time to Read:

    8–12 minutes

    God: Share your concerns with me. Joshua: Okay. So, like, I think people will assume that my blog of talking…

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  • April 6, 2026, 7:21 AM

    Time to Read:

    3–4 minutes

    God: It can be hard to catch when you have an unhealthy thought. People don’t generally think things that are…

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  • April 5, 2026, 5:30 PM

    Time to Read:

    5–7 minutes

    God: I want to explain what “a spirit of fear” entails: Leaps and Withholding can be the right action—if I…

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  • March 23, 2026, 11:58 AM

    Time to Read:

    4–7 minutes

    God: You feel embarrassed. If I correct you, you imagine a little red pen making a little red checkmark beside…

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  • March 23, 2026, 7:29 AM

    Time to Read:

    10–15 minutes

    God: I didn’t come to earth and die so that you could still carry any amount of shame. The cross…

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  • March 22, 2026, 5:35 PM

    Time to Read:

    3–5 minutes

    God: I want people to see this doesn’t block relationship. What are you experiencing? Be direct. Joshua: My whole body…

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